Thursday, September 13, 2012

The New Normal

The new normal, has become my daily battle with Lyme disease and it's many co infections that I also have. I wake up to pain..... there is never a morning that I do not wake to pain. There is just one question , how will I deal with my new normal  today?
   Will my brain work today , or will the words vanish from my mind. Oh please let me remember, or will I stare blankly as someone tries to talk to me.  Lyme has affect my mind, I now have white lesions throughout my brain.  So if my words are not always the best , forgive me. 
  I have chosen to reach out and share my new normal, because so many have reach out to hold me up this past year. As I walk in the darkness of Lyme , there is always a light, it may be small , hard to see, but it is there, always there. This light has been part of my new normal , this light is full of my friends and family.  I wake up to this light....there is never a morning that I do not wake up to this light, it is shinning brightly next to my pain. 
Finding my way through my new normal. 

Thank you everyone for the bright light you bring to me every day.....it is amazing .

2 comments:

  1. Praying for relief from the pain.. and the ability to focus on something that gives you pleasure..
    Ken and Debbie

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  2. Pam, thank YOU for inspiring all of us and for your selfless desire to tell your story and help others! WE LOVE YOU!

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