Reality meets Stella !

My brain lesions are still here. Yes there was a secret little voice deep down inside me hoping the MRI of my brain would be different. I have read on line , as some people heal , so do their brain . Alas , mine are all still there, damaged done . 

 

So , now I will figure out how to go forward , with cognitive issues, memory problems ,and communication issues . Words and numbers are scrambled in my brain , and are very difficult fine. As I write this blog I realize I am not giving up my fight for good health, but I will no longer let these brain lesions stop me from creating my beloved art work . Yes, this blog may take me  over a hour to write and it may not be in perfect English , but I am going to do my best to communicate with the world . 

Meet " Stella " a silver lab who lives in Florida . Stella will be my next commission . I am very excited to get back to my studio and put brush to canvas. I look forward to capturing those soulful , sweet eyes and I see a background that dances with color ....more to come ! 

Bela is going home !

I finish varnishing Bela yesterday . I love how the varnish creates a wonderful soft protective final coat on a painting . Today I will cut up lots of protective cardboard and bubble wrap and find the perfect box ,so Bela will have a safe trip home.  Bela and Coopers mom and dad are the special people who take care of dogs and cats , they are veterinarians . In fact the commissions of Bela and Cooper will be hanging in their new veterinary office and even better is the name "BelaCoop Animal Hospital of Northpark . 

Bela and Cooper have passed on , but I feel that part of them will be here forever , and they will help guide their mom and dad to take care of all the animal that pass through their doors . 

I will also be shipping out a paintings  of a German Shepard and Dachshund for their exam rooms . I truly hope that my paintings will bring joy and comfort to all that have a need to go to BelaCoop Animal Hospital . 

I have been off treatment for a week and half . No picc line ....my arm is free ! I wish I could say it has been clear sailing . But it is one day at time , and I am so thankful for a much needed break from I'V antibiotics . Be well my friends ! 

Cooper is home , and my soul is full of simple abundance

What ever we are waiting for , peace of mind, contentment, grace, the inner awareness of simple abundance , it will surely come to us , all theses traits are found in our dearest friend our beloved dog .
Dogs carry their serenity with them , a shady grove tree, a special toy and of course just green grass will make a joyful dog .

To capture and paint this joy , this simple abundance is a blessing to my soul . I know this is why and what my inner spirit is meant to do . Thank you "Cooper" for being part of my authentic life .

A note from Coopers Mom !
HI Pamela!! Cooper arrived today at 5pm and I have never been so excited! It is absolutely beautiful and just amazing! I had tears in my eyes just looking at the box! And when I looked at the painting, I cried and hugged my husband. Sam says that the background is so perfect and makes him look so happy and comfortable. He said it looks heavenly, like Cooper is smiling down on us. I like to believe that. It really is the best thing I have ever gotten! I love it! Thank you so much for doing this for us! I can't wait to see Bela! Thank you again!!